luni, 3 noiembrie 2008

Dare de seama

Si iata ca ajuns in punctul in care visele mele se limiteaza la a avea ocazia sa dorm pana nu mai pot... Ar trebui sa fiu multumita. In aparenta, am pus din nou stapanire pe mine si pe propia mea existenta. Nu mai apartin nimanui.. decat doar atunci cand astept tramvaiul si ma trezesc ca mintea imi scapa croind drumuri catre alte locuri... si viata mea este mai goala decat atunci cand imi reprosam ca nu fac nimic...

M-am consolat cu faptul ca tot ce trebuie sa faci in viata sunt bani, ca mereu ajungi sa faci ceea ce nu iti place, ca oamenii nu se casatoresc pentru ca se iubesc, ca toti barbatii inseala, mai cu seama dupa 40 ani...

Si acum ca am patruns aceste adevaruri universale si ca stiu ca totul o sa fie ,,bine" ... marea mea uimire in legatura cu viata totusi continua. Viata in sine sufera de o amnezie totala.. si noi dam cu ochii de cu totul alta aratare in fiecare zi.

revin... urmeaza un curs despre ,,existenta celuilalt prin mine" si despre cum totul o sa fie bine... pentru ca se pare ca oamenii au nevoia de bine default... Pana atunci va las sa ascultati ceva shuper...



You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah, you PMS like a bitch
I would know

Yeah, you always think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down

We used to be just like twins, so in sync
The same energy now's a dead battery
Used to laugh 'bout nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bipolar
Stuck on a rollercoaster
Can't get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don't really wanna stay, no
You, but you don't really wanna go, oh

'Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in and you're out
You're up and you're down, down, down, down...

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